i get so weak, ... ok not the song! i feel so weak! like i can't do anything! i mean, a lot of things going on in my life right now are reliant on other people's decisions. will HR finally give me a call and give me an offer? will i get another interview with a different firm? will i have money for my lakad (dependent on my parents' benevolence since i am no longer entitled to an allowance), will i ___________. i don't wanna talk about this one. just thinking about it makes me anxious enough as it is... problem people!
and i have no idea what i should do rather than wait and just do my very best in my part to keep on applying and being thrifty and well, i don't wanna talk about the other thing...
i want to be there but i'm stuck here because that other thing does not seem like that other thing will ever wanna be there...
this is so freaking retarded!
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