who took away my smile?

up until recently, i was not paying that much attention to the changes that have been going on in my life until i looked at myself in the mirror and saw that i had a gloomy frown in my face...

who took away my smile?

how did it come to this?

so i have been searching for a way to smile.. and i have realized that the only way that i could smile is when i find a source of joy...

where can i find it?


















That's THE Question... And it has be-lingered my thoughts for days if not weeks.

2010: A New Book is About to be Written

I have always imagined my life as a story that has to be written; something that has to be told to people one day. I have been obsessed by writing journals and putting entries in the world wide web so those who would be interested in writing my biography could get bits and pieces from archives and the internet..

But seeing that I have not really done anything extraordinary, I do not know why people would be willing to up this kind of effort in the future.. haha! Even so, it has become my habit to share a thing or two of out-of-the-normal or simply mundane moments of my life. It gives me delight and a touch of happiness when I recall what has transpired while I jot it down-it also gives me time to evaluate my actions and my thoughts.

2009 has been quite interesting for me. I am very grateful for the good and even the bad things that happened. I cannot ask for anything more. I am tempted to look at my past entries to see how my year went but I am afraid I will not succumb to that vanity-primarily because I think it silly...

I am really looking forward to this new year.. a new book has to be written and there are 365 days worth of pages! Exciting! :)